illimerence

updates
hey, livejournal. long time, no see. if you have a little poke around my lj, you'll see that i've deleted all my personal posts, strange ramblings, and emo babble. i've decided to revive illimerence, but keep it nice and tidy and fiction only. i'm also going to clean up my flist a little bit, because back when i checked this site daily (which i'm gonna start doing again) it got a little bit over my head. reintroduce yourself if you like!

about me
i'm a seventeen year old pop punk fanboi, a hopeless romantic and an obsessive reader. mostly i write fic about wentzdom, fall out boy and panic! and my chem and company, but i might write a little about doctor who or the x-men or harry potter, or even something original once in a while. this isn't a fic journal for an existing lj, this is it for me, so i'll probably friend back on this account!

you can find me on tumblr, wordpress, and twitter. if you're into, you know, stalking and shit.



( Are you mayhap looking for something specific? )

(most of) Four Times Mike Carden and Kevin Jonas Didn't Have Sex (And One Time They Did, And It Was Totally Worth The Wait)
Mike Carden/Kevin Jonas (yes, THAT Kevin Jonas)
NC17
This isn't actually finished. Shush.

( Begging, baby, please, all I wanna know is do you want to- )

Panic! at the Disco/The Young Veins
Past Brendon/Ryan
R
Trigger warning - abuse
This isn't exactly finished. I mean, it's finished for what it is, but I do want to give Ryan a happy ending at some point. So, yeah, there'll probably be some more of this. Just don't hold your breath.

( i can't tell you what it really is, i can only tell you what it feels like )

Razia's Shadow
Doctor Dumaya/Princess Anhura (one-sided)
PG-13
The internet is full of people calling Doctor Dumaya a perv. He's not a perv! He's just lonelyyy!

( For the rest of her life in the Dark... )

Green Day
Billie Joe/Mike
Light R
I haven't written Green Day fic in years. Blame it on the concert. And maybe a little on the Christmas blues.
(My family, guys. Seriously. My grandfather, who is the most Jewish guy you can imagine, has a fucking Christmas wreath around the Shalom on his door.)

( People are so damned afraid that one day they might wake up and discover that they've grown old.  )

Panic! at the Disco
Brendon/Spencer
PG13
For the failboatsinlove Christmas challenge! Partially beta'd by crayter while she was in Fiji which was, apparently, not warm enough for her. ._.

( the monsters are all missing, and the nightmares can't be found )

Panic! at the Disco
Brendon/Spencer
R
I am in a disgustingly fluffy mood today. Forgive me.

( at least I'm not as sad as I used to be. )

Panic! at the Disco
Brendon/Ryan
nc17
It's more fic than not fic, so I suppose...


( This bridge was written to make you feel smitten. )